the end

Sunday, November 28, 2010
i thought i could enjoy the last time having you on my right hand side
but i couldn't
the only thing i can say now is
IT IS FATED

- the end -


IF
we met by chance after many years,
i would say "hey, you owe me a big hug!"
          just kidding lar ~



再见面,已经是朋友了

我们就这麼单纯,瞎聊著彼此说以後

时间过了,学会珍惜了

原来最初的快乐并不是我们要的

终於能够坦白说著

我当时的脆弱

是唯一的一次,不留著遗憾的

简单结束了陌生

我们微笑了

也都不躲了,这单纯的坦诚

就这样,我们为彼此推翻著,不扰了

我们都笑了,时间停了

我们珍惜这一刻

放下累积的负荷,卸下沉默

学会了,不保留

再见後真的是朋友了

我们都不再单纯,也会笑著看以後

时间过了,也更珍惜了

原来当时的快乐,仍在你我记忆中

终於能够坦白说著,我现在不寂寞

是全新的一次,再也没了遗憾

简单地回应著伤痛

我们微笑了,也都不躲了

这单纯的坦诚

你好吗?多麼默契的开场白,我笑了

我们不走了,不再尴尬了

不回头凑理由

希望我们从此都真的快乐,说好了,不说走

—— 蔡仪林  《 开场白 》

Reminiscence

Wednesday, November 3, 2010
I saw my shadow
on the same glorious stage
where i had stood proudly and indulged myself in the loud claps and cheers.
There were 110+
but there had been 140+.
This was the only difference.
The others were all the same --
the same lovely uniforms, red ribbons, touching songs and naive smiles.
I walked in and walked out from there
bringing a chest-ful of knowledge which i felt was not enough to quench my thirst.
So i proceeded to another station to continue my journey.
My endless journey...