我不想当伟人！
我不想你们要我当什么 我就当什么
我不想你们把我气炸了 我还若无其事低声下气地求你们
我不想把一大堆的闷气往自己肚子里吞

我只想好好地大哭一场

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i can't say that i love my job now 

but i have to admit that if i were dismissed now, i would be freaking upset!
am recalling how loud my students greet me every morning even when i haven't got down from my car =))


life is so BUSY recently as i have to
- work
- prepare for camp
- travel back and forth to kl to visit my grandma

aawww...
she'd been admitted to kl tung shin hospital
after 5 days of hospitalization in temerloh, and then one week of rest at home.
to be very frank, i don't like my grandma. 
because she doesn't like me ( perhaps she HATES me! i dunno. )
not only this reason, but many more.
my siblings are all brought up by her last time
EXCEPT ME 
my parents felt that taking care of 3 of my siblings was tiring enough for my grandma
that's why i had a babysitter.
most of the time i stayed at my babysitter's home,
befriended with samseng children and
got anything i wanted because nobody would ever say NO to me

when i returned home at 5 years old, i felt like i was going to somewhere strange.
yes, home was really strange for me at that time
grandma didn't like me because she wanted a grandson, not a granddaughter, so much
siblings didn't like me because i was arrogant
parents didn't like me because i made tonnes of trouble for them
in conclusion, i'm NOT well-liked.

to be continued........

for you -- the irresponsible one

是你说
spm 后的生活很 boring
所以我才找你 join
原来是我表错情
so sorry



i believe on you
since we sat next to each other in form one
this is the only secret



oh! 还有
我一直以为这是我们各散东西前
可以一起努力干的好事