Monday, July 25, 2011
are we still in the same path?
even if we are not, i hope we can meet up soon and walk together
so that, again, we can enjoy the same view
but, are our points of view still the same?


Thursday, July 14, 2011
life is hectic, yet i do enjoy this kind of lifestyle.
some photo to be shared..
Emloyd's playing guitar.

Adrian a.k.a. Gemilang
(he actually doesn't know how to play guitar.. just posing..)

Andrea - the most caring senior!

dumb-dumb Mei Yen who loves "hao liao"

ex-roommate - Meredith.. i miss her much!!!!

her bed and study desk =((

a horrific book - the yellow wallpaper
eng. lit text.. 






i wanna learn and grow up.. =))

i'm sorry

Saturday, July 9, 2011
i'm sorry to hurt you.
i don't mean so actually.
but the fact is we both are unhappy.


we have the same dreams.
i can't deny it.
but 6 years are seriously too long for me.


i know it's all my fault.
you're kind -- you keep telling me i do nothing wrong.
but i have to admit my selfishness.


all we need is just time, i guess.
show me your confidence and perseverance 
and i will keep our promise.
∞

04-07-11

Tuesday, July 5, 2011
the first day is going to end real soon. left 30 minutes only.. (dunno what expression i should show)


flashback.....


SUNDAY
at first, my aunt planned to send me to my campus on monday early morning since she had to come to this area for medical check-up but then when i finished my getting-my-stomach-burst steamboat dinner, my roommate, Meredith texted me, saying that she'd came to hostel and waited for me in the cafe. So, my kind and lovely aunt sent me to my hostel (it's actually quite near from her house. about 10 minutes driving distance). thanks a lot, aunt! love you so much.. 


after Meredith and i entered our room we chatted a little and she asked me if i minded she called our senior jpa representative, Andrea to come to our room. why shall i mind? so after that Andrea came and chatted with us. she's very motherly and caring -- she asked us if we got homesick! haha.. after getting to know each others' background, Meredith and i asked her something about jpa and she's very willing to tell us anything and everything we asked would certainly received detailed answers together with her very sincere personal opinion. in the halfway, Meredith went out with her friends but after about 20 minutes then only i finished chatting with Andrea and she headed back to her room. i got myself a hot shower before going to sleep.. rolling, rolling and kept rolling.. what's rolling?? is me! haha.. the bed is just too hard that i couldn't sleep.. (not only i feel so! i found out some of them have the same feeling!) i think it's 2a.m. when i finally felt asleep.. Zzz..


7.30a.m., it's time to wake up as we needed to be in the campus by 8.30. following what we'd planned last night, Meredith bathed first while i took my milo-and-bread breakfast then vice versa. after we got ourselves ready, we headed to the main block with some JPA scholars whom we coincidentally met at the ground floor of our hostel. it's very easy to identify the JPA scholars because every of us dressed formally as we're told to do so in our offer letter. xP


once we reached the lower foyer of the main block we saw people registering at the counters following their name's first letter but for JPA scholars, we went to the counter which was set specially for us only.. after registration we entered the lecture hall for briefing.. we got different kinds of briefing on the course, student affair, transportation, etc. it's actually quite boring = =.. when the briefing session ended it's already 12 something.. everyone was brought for a campus tour except for JPA scholars.. we're asked to stay in the lecture hall.. a lady explained to us about the subjects combination and also the bank account stuff. we then had our campus tour before lunch break which's really rush as we couldn't miss our a-levels department director's talk. but then it's not really a good talk.. he's just trying to impress us with their excellent academic results.. Meredith and Jen Yeen slept during his talk! 


after the talk, it came the most important part of the orientation -- briefing by JPA officer! there're rumour saying that JPA revised we law students' offer that our 3 years law degree programme in UK is changed to 2+1 twinning programme.. finally we could ask about this.. the officer, En. Nazri introduced his colleagues and himself as well. then he explained that the briefing session was separated into two parts where the first part allowed us scholars to pass up the documents one by one while the second part was the question and answer session. when we started the first session the parents also started questioning the officer and then only he admitted the change in our offer.. felt like being cheated.. but what to do? it's confirmed now! 2+1 unless we are able to get into the UK top 20 Uni after A-levels. damn angry that they didn't informed us earlier! so we kept voicing our dissatisfaction! a girl even cried! can you believe? what we're worrying now is that after we get ourselves into the top 20 Uni, they may break their promise again.! the briefing ended unhappily.. =(((((((


then i called the kolej matrikulasi to ask if they still accept me but unfortunately they said NO. i really dunno how to decide.. back to room, dad called and discussed with me. he was like telling me even if you only can study in UK for one year, it's still okay! as long as you can go, then it's fine. fine. fine. fine. take it. take it, i told myself. after shower, since Meredith's taking her nap i went to level 1 to online. received many calls.. didn't expect my brother to call me! thanks everyone who called and texted me.. appreciate =)) kept talking in phone until i forgot the time but luckily Meredith texted me! Andrea had called us for dinner in the cafe of our hostel. when i reached many of them were already there! we chatted a lot there.. got to know each others quite well.. then our another senior JPA representative, Kar Wai (dunno if i spell correctly) offered us a tour outside our main block. quite an informative tour.. know much more things now.. like where to take bus, place to photocopy documents, the only chinese restaurant, etc.


after the tour we came back to hostel and continued chatting at level 1. this time, Andrea and Kar Wai told us more about our subjects in a-levels.. very detailed explanation.. i think they really told us everything they know.. <3 after we dismissed, Adrian, Hoo Kit and I stayed there to online for a while before going back to our rooms respectively. both of them are living alone in the twin sharing rooms.. lol.. Meredith had gone out with friend, leaving me alone in room.. and that's why i'm blogging right now.




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i have to improve myself. thumb-up.