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i can't say that i love my job now 

but i have to admit that if i were dismissed now, i would be freaking upset!
am recalling how loud my students greet me every morning even when i haven't got down from my car =))


life is so BUSY recently as i have to
- work
- prepare for camp
- travel back and forth to kl to visit my grandma

aawww...
she'd been admitted to kl tung shin hospital
after 5 days of hospitalization in temerloh, and then one week of rest at home.
to be very frank, i don't like my grandma. 
because she doesn't like me ( perhaps she HATES me! i dunno. )
not only this reason, but many more.
my siblings are all brought up by her last time
EXCEPT ME 
my parents felt that taking care of 3 of my siblings was tiring enough for my grandma
that's why i had a babysitter.
most of the time i stayed at my babysitter's home,
befriended with samseng children and
got anything i wanted because nobody would ever say NO to me

when i returned home at 5 years old, i felt like i was going to somewhere strange.
yes, home was really strange for me at that time
grandma didn't like me because she wanted a grandson, not a granddaughter, so much
siblings didn't like me because i was arrogant
parents didn't like me because i made tonnes of trouble for them
in conclusion, i'm NOT well-liked.

to be continued........