Relationship

i am always a failure in term of relationships.
maybe in other things as well but i have to admit this is my greatest weakness.

for a friend, i can do everything. i love to nag a lot when my friends ask me to help them, but at the end i will still help, no matter in what circumstances. i nag, not because i don't want to help but there's this "naggy dna" in my blood. ugh. i just love to nag! only one person truly understands this and i'm grateful that there's at least one. she used to laugh at me, laugh at my stupidity when i focus so much in helping my friends that i sacrifice myself. this is me. what to do?

a little bit off the track.

there's this girl who thinks i can't help her. at first she told me she doesn't need my help but then she said i can't help. I AM CONFUSED. i've never in my life met someone who can change her mind so fast that make me totally lost. anyway, the thing is she told me that she had decided not to open her heart to me and she said i should have known this long time ago!

okay. what can i say? what can i do?

my principle is that i should try my best to do things i can do and i should not force myself to do something i cannot do. i believe He will give me wisdom and strength to do the right things.

back to the story.

i wasn't and i am not angry with her. i just don't think there's anything i can do when someone whom i think is my friend, refuses to open her heart to me. but i will be here. if one day you think i can help and you want to open your heart to me, i hope you remember i'm still here.

take care, jenny.