W said I always have close relationship with guys. I kind of agree with her actually, although I tend to deny this in front of her, perhaps even in front of everyone. The close relationship I mean is like those BFF kind of friendship which will easily be misunderstood as love relationship given in the context between a guy and a girl. To be honest, all this while, I never think that a guy likes me unless he tells me so. I have very a short antenna for receiving hints regarding this kind of matter. Without the three golden words, it's almost impossible for me to know a guy has special feeling towards me. Even if people around me think he has and keep telling me so, I will regard them as thinking too much. No why. I just think it's highly impossible for us to know and understand how other feels without the person actually sharing with us. That's why I never really want to guess or find out if a guy likes me. Also, I am not the type of girl who will make the first move for a love relationship. I simply have no courage for it. So finding out a guy likes me doesn't seem to do me any good because if I have the same feeling towards him, I would probably be wasting half of my time thinking about the possibility between us. XD
I should stop ranting. After all, this kind of matter is unpredictable and most of the time, needs no reasoning. ;)
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I think I have turned my blog into a place where I can pour out my random and disorganised thoughts, and then sort them out so that, after sending the processed thoughts back to my mind, I know what I should do. My big head doesn't seem to provide ample space for sorting out thoughts. :/
To turn this explanation into economic terms, it will be:
My brain is now facing a diminished return to scale in thoughts processing. Any additional input will require more brain juice to process it. So I have to outsource my thoughts to overseas, which is actually this blog, and then import them back to my brain again. ECONOMICS IS AWESOME! XD
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